Despite these rumors, I continue to be a devoted fan and collect stamps by purchasing cheki (instant photo with idol) and participating in handshaking events. Finally, after saving up for a while, I have enough stamps to “have” Rin-chan. This is because Rin-chan offers a paid fan service where fans can collect stamps to have a more intimate experience with her. I am secretly a fan of an underground idol named Rin-chan and keep my admiration hidden from others. Rin-chan is reputed to be promiscuous, and there are rumors that she sleeps with fans after each live performance, making it difficult to openly support her. I feel a mix of excitement and nervousness as I head to the live house to fulfill my dream.